Without wanting to sound like a teenager, Holly is hands down the coolest person I’ve ever met. Although it’s hard not to sound like a teenager when that is how I feel when I’m with her, or when I’m on my way to meet her, or even when my phone pings and it’s a message from her.Continue Reading "The Way Things Are"
You are running late. I have ordered a cup of tea. Usually lateness bothers me, but to me you can do no wrong. Evidently, or I wouldn’t still be here. I think about your message last night when I asked how you were. ‘Looking forward to seeing you’ it said. But I know the meaning…Continue Reading “Late, for (what I wish was) a very important date”
I hate you. I want to tell you that you’ve hurt me and remind you of how much you’ve hurt me. I imagine that I’ll get frustrated and cry, and before I know it I am enveloped in you. We kiss, but it’s messy. I’m clawing at the buttons on your shirt because all I…Continue Reading “I want to fuck you like I hate you”
I don’t really like it when people go down on me. When I used to have my blog, I wrote a few posts about my lack of confidence with how my vulva looks, based on perfect portrayals in porn I’d watched or a few comments made by ex lovers (or, more accurately, ‘people who were wrong and I shouldn’t have fucked them’).Continue Reading "Would you like to sit?"
I have a chair that is excellent for curling up in with a cup of tea. It’s perfect to read a book, or listen to the radio. Except occasionally, when I turn a page or the next song changes, so does my train of thought. When I remember that late summer evening, I remember what my chair is really excellent for.Continue Reading "The Yellow Chair"
CW: This piece features frank discussion and description of my experience of an early medical abortion. If you feel this will affect you, please feel free to use your discretion and this warning for your own wellbeing. I am hoping that telling my story makes people feel less scared, not alone in their experience or realise how important safe and legal abortion and support is- which is the rationale for our fundraiser.
I like it when somebody fucks me as if I am a nobody.
You know what I mean. Head pushed into the pillows, muffling my moans as they push down on the small of my back, or between my shoulder blades. Desperate to keep me still whilst they fuck me, delighting in the hair that remains stuck to my face after saliva is dragged from their cock over my face as I’m given a chance to regain my breath, leaving me an exhausted mess. Something I will definitely remember for a long time…Continue Reading "‘I’m just calling to procure a hasty abortion’- My Experience of Early Medical Abortion"